One Reach From Something, One Step From Nothing

Holy cow Batman!

2005-02-25T01:00:21Z

Long time no see guys! Just have a sec so here's a quick update: Still working two jobs (very, very crazy), rekindled a friendship with an ex which is nice, planning a trip to Boston in April (sooo excited! not to mention it's just so Liberal as well!). Let's see, that's it! :) Life is good, just busy! Hope you're all okay!

Miss me... you know you will. :) (kidding)

2004-03-19T13:10:17Z

Okay, so this is the last post before I leave. Still have sooo much to do and now, I'm sick. Bastards. Haven't started packing yet, but I'm in the mood to just sleep.

Oh, and I paid my deposit on the room. :D Looks like I'll be moving yet again. Anyone up for helping?

Okay, so behave yourselves and try not to kill anyone. If you call my cell, leave a message. Love you all and I'll be thinking about you while I'm lying in the sand... :D

Hold onto your panties ladies and gents!

2004-03-09T12:20:30Z

KAYLA GOT A CAR!!!!!!!!!!! (close your mouths)

I'm so extremly happy and proud of myself. I've been really smart about my finances lately and have cut down on going out a lot. So, yesterday, Dad and I went. We were looking at a 2002 Cavalier but they were trying to rip us off. Soooo, I got a light blue '99 Altima that only has 53K miles on it. It's power everything and has a CD player in it. And with insurance and my car payment together, it's about $400 a month. $100 a week. Not too bad. :D I'm sooo happy. It feels so surreal and at any moment, I'm going to wake up. I really have to give props to my dad. He shelled out 500 bucks (without me asking him to) and even co-signed.

Anyways, gotta run. Just wanted to share my news with you guys. :D This means there are a few friends I'm definitely going to have to catch up with.

If I new how to make text big, I'd make this one HUGE.

2004-02-05T12:47:30Z

WESLEY CLARK IS GOING TO BE AT CALHOUN'S ON THE RIVER FOR A PRE-GAME RALLY TONIGHT FROM 6-7PM. GET THERE ABOUT 5:30 DUE TO TRAFFIC. SHOULD BE A GREAT ATMOSPHERE WITH A TOWN-HALL FEEL. MEET GENERAL CLARK AND ASK A QUESTION. APPETIZERS ARE SERVED (additional food for additional cost). COME SHOW YOUR SUPPORT!!!!!!!

And if it's okay with my boss, Lee's working for me so I get to go *hopefully*. I'm stoked. Went back to headquarters yesterday and worked from 5:30-9. I made 200 calls, some a little discouraging but for the most part hopeful. Lots of Kerry supporters due to the media (yeah, there ya go, trust the media with your future) but I made some strong points so maybe they were listening?? Can't wait for tonight! Hope to see you guys there!

Damnit.

2004-01-30T17:26:36Z

I think I have the flu. My whole body hurts, temp won't go below 102. This sucks major ass. My head hurts, legs feel like jelly, am barely able to make it to the bathroom before I hurl. And the weird thing? It just hit me as soon as I picked up Britt from work last night. WTF?! This is why I miss having someone. Need to cuddle and need someone to hold my hair back when I vomit (nice picture huh?) I'm leaving, if I don't answer my cell when you call, you know why. Later.

GOOD LUCK TO CLARK TODAY IN NH. (btw, he won the first two counties)

2004-01-27T12:46:50Z

Things are... busy. Here's some random song lyrics. GO CLARK! :D

"When your day is long and the night
The night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough of this life
Well hang on
Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries
and everybody hurts, sometimes ..."

"Ooh, Life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much, I set it up."

"I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you"

"i like your pants around your feet
i like the dirt thats on your knees
i like the way you still say please
while your looking up at me
your like my faviourite damn disease"

"On my way for the day I find my heart is not for taking
And I know it's all but gone
It only served to make me cry
And I feel like I feel
Cause its back here with your memory."

"I wanna kiss you every minute every hour every day.
You got me in a spin but everything is A OK" (love this song for some reason)

"Everyone plays the hand dealt
And learns to walk through life themselves
Not everything in life is handed on a plate
When people think your words are true
It doesn't matter what you do
I sold my soul to get here
How 'bout you?"

"and what did you expect ... a perfect child
raised by tv sets ... abandoned every mile
we never get respect ... never a fair trial
no one gives a shit ... as long as we smile.. smile... smile"

"I do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom of a bottle"

"Keep it inside the image portrayed
As if I couldn’t stand losing as if I couldn’t be saved, no way
A small confession I think I’m starting to lose it
I think I’m drifting away from the people I really need
A small reflection on, when we were younger
We had it all figured ’cause we had everything covered
Now we’re older it’s getting harder to see
What this future will hold for us, what the fuck are we going to be?"

"look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she
never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled"

:D Love you guys. Someone call and amuse me. I was up at 5AM this morning, can you believe it!? Working a lot today which means a good payday. :) Wow, I'm unusually chipper for this early. Toodles guys. *sending positive vibes to the voters of N.H.*

All of you should read this Michael Moore book. NOW I SAY!!

2004-01-15T16:58:15Z

I'm so enthralled. It's like I'm learning things that I never thought MY government would do to me and the lovely people whom I share my existence with. I never thought about how royally screwed we are. And now more than ever, anyone that would vote for Bush annoys me. It's all about being uneducated and this book (and God knows how many else there are) has certainly opened my eyes to things that I couldn't have known on my own. So, Michael Moore, you get two freakin' HUGE thumbs up, especially after you've endorsed Clark. :D
Go read it folks : http://www.michaelmoore.com/words/message/index.php

Not too much else going on. Big plans tomorrow night, I'll let ya know how that goes. I'm off to be educated. Toodles.

Quick Update.

2004-01-07T00:59:49Z

I'm really worried. Britt is considering going back to Texas. Which means not only do I have to worry about getting a car ASAP, but now I'm also going to have to find an alternate place to live. Oh dear God. I'm freaking out big time. She's told me I need to go with her, but I can't pick up and leave everything I have here. I love the friends that I've kept up to this point and don't want to leave what part of the family I still talk to.

Plus, it's Texas. Dubya used to run that place. Dear God. Help. Maybe I'll just run away to Canada. Live off the land. Ha. Yeah right. Anyone out there need a roomie?? *sticking out bottom lip* I'm not difficult to live with, never there most of the time. Hopefully I'm headed to Alcoa tonight. We'll see how that pans out. Um, Gene's sorta turned into stalkerish mode. He's a nice guy, but he calls CONSTANTLY. He DID offer to put me on VIP for Friday night (he's bouncing at Liquid now) and offered to pay for me a tattoo. I don't think I could use someone like that though, damn, why can't I be mean??

Way to be depressed on Christmas. :(

2003-12-25T06:00:20Z

Had my first death call tonight. At 12:51AM. This sucks. I know it's life and everything and we're all going to eventually die, but still. It doesn't seem fair for families to have to go through it at this time of the year. *sigh* Going to go be depressed now and watch Bridget Jones' Diary. Think I shall pop in Christmas Vacation or Liar Liar next.

I really should be more thankful for what I have in life now. Whether what I do or do not have. At least I'm not having to deal with the loss of a loved one right now. *sigh*

Merry Christmas.

I know I said there wouldn't be anymore political stuff... but...

2003-12-16T19:27:47Z

Call Clinton a liar and a hypocrite? Hmm, what about Bush shelling out money in 1970 for an abortion for his ex-girlfriend. This coming from the man who thinks sex education should be taken out of public schools. Hmm, maybe YOU should've had more education Dubya.

ANYWAYS. Don't comment to the above unless you have something to add in a way that I'll be happy with. Not really into getting into another political debate. I'm so in the Christmas mood! And I'm telling you people, I need addresses! I'm late getting cards mailed out and you're not helping by not sending me your addys. :) Almost have all the gifts wrapped so far and Monday should be the very last day I have to shop. Totalled it up and I've spent almost 300 dollars on Christmas presents. Sheesh. I guess I just want to make sure my sisters and people that have been there for me have a good Christmas.

I'm pretty content with life right now. Wish I could say there is something more exciting going on, but I'm doing lots of introverted things these days and I think it's starting to pay off a little. Though it's making me more political and cynical in some ways. Oh well :) Call or leave a comment if you want to hang out!

I'm feeling the Christmas spirit! w00t!

2003-12-15T23:38:10Z

Well, sorta.

Had a really good day today. Went to our Christmas party for work at the Riverside Tavern. That's some good food. It was really nice and I got this really cool candle thing from my secret santa. Went to West Town after that, yes, I braved the crowds. It actually wasn't too bad. Spent another 100 bucks. My friends and sisters better love me dangit. Anyways, today actually felt like Christmas time and I keep remembering how much I love the holiday, besides the bad drivers and moody shoppers. Need to try WRAPPING stuff now. Still not finished but I should be by next Monday.

I want to send out Christmas cards to you guys but that means I need your addresses! E-mail them to me at LuckyLizForever@yahoo.com. PLEASE? :)

Oh and BTW, I highly doubt there will be anymore political posts. As much as I love hearing everyone's opinions, I don't at the same time. :) Love you guys. ;)

Well well well. Time to meet your fate asswipe.

2003-12-14T14:08:50Z

They got Saddam! Hope that little bastard rots in hell. Oh Lord. I'm sure we'll have to hear how "great a job Bush has done in the war effort." Blah blah blah. It's called our troops kicking major ass. Hope this isn't some sort of scam or something.

Funny stuff :)

2003-12-14T03:52:58Z

holiday cake recipe
Ingredients:
1 bottle of vodka
1 cup of water
1 tsp of baking soda
1 cup of sugar
1 tsp of salt
1 cup of brown sugar lemon juice
4 large eggs nuts
2 cups of dried fruit

Instructions:

Sample the vodka to check the quality.
Take a large bowl, check the vodka again. To be sure it is the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink.
Repeat.
Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl.
Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure that the vodka is still okay.
Try another cup.....just in case.
Turn off the mixerer.
Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl, chuck in the cup of dried fruit.
Pick fruit off floor.
Mix on the turner.
If the fried fruit gets stuck in the beaterers, pry it loose with sdrewscriver.
Sample the vodka to check for tonsisticity.
Next, sift two cups of salt. Or somefink. Who giveshz a shit.
Check the vodka.
Now sift the lemon juice and strain yours nuts. Add one table.
Add a spoon of sugar, or somefink. Whatever you can find.
Greash the oven and piss in the fridge. Turn the cake 360 degrees and try not to fall over.
Don't forget to beat off the turner.
Finally, throw the bowl through the window, finish the vodka, kick the cat and fall into bed. CHERRY MISTMAS!!!

hehe political shit. Don't read if you're a Republican, don't wanna hear yer bitchin'!

2003-12-14T03:08:47Z

"Democrats are sexy.. whoever heard of a great piece of elephant?"

"Somewhere in Texas... a village is missing its idiot."

"Stop mad cowboy disease." - hehehehe. one of my favs.

"Keep America beautiful, return the Bushes to Texas."

"Who knew Jeb was the smart one?"

"I don't have to like Bush to love my country." AMEN.

"Which is worse, screwing an intern or screwing the country?"

"Don't blame me, I voted with the majority."

Okay okay. I'll stop now. :)

DAMN! :)

2003-12-09T23:07:32Z





	
	
	
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How compatible with me are YOU?

hehe

2003-12-07T17:20:26Z

Ya like my pic? It's actually my eye and the product of me trying to be creative lol. Not much to update on. Not sure what's going on after work, but I want to do something productive. Payday tomorrow. Thank gosh! Going to try to get some Christmas shopping done so if you have any requests, better put them in now damnit! :)

Have a good day guys.

Post any comment that you want. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, how you feel about me -- anything. But, make sure to post it anonymously. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. Remember to make it anonymous, and honest

Hmmm... interesting.

2003-12-07T14:42:34Z





	
	
	
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How compatible with me are YOU?

So much to say...

2003-12-06T21:22:35Z

Unfortunately, a few of my posts are going to be Friends Only so if you want to know all the good stuff and you're not down as a friend, let me know. :)

Ah the joys of seeing old friends.

2003-12-04T22:05:01Z

Went to another Christmas party last night then couldn't sleep. Talked to Wes at 3AM. It was good to hear from him, didn't realize how much I had missed the guy. Wrote a lot last night, maybe I'll post for feedback.

I was productive today. Took Brittany to work and then went to Seymour! YAY! I can't even explain how good it makes me feel when I go back. A lot of people say I've changed alot, but for the best. So, yay. :) Even woke up the good ole George. Lazy ass. Went to the mall, and now I'm at work. All in all, great day. Want to do something tonight, anyone up for it? Here's one of the things I wrote this AM. Don't laugh damnit.

No title yet.
I keep asking myself what would've happened
If I had turned left instead of right.
What possibilities would've arose
and what different demons I would have to fight.
I keep wondering if I made the right decisions
or if they've all been made in vain,
I keep asking myself the question
"What, if anything, would you change?"
Perhaps I'd erase all the big mistakes
and take all the missed chances,
Maybe I wouldn't have what I have now
and my closest friends were only acquaintances.
But what is it that I have now?
Sometimes I just sit and think.
Have I really done all that I could?
and if I have, why am I turning to this drink?
Why do I search for love
that never seems to come?
and why do I surround myself with fake people
to feel five more minutes of fun?
Have I become so shallow
that I don't even know what 'happy' is
or is this my new concept of happy
so that none of you see any of this.
Maybe I'm hiding from the world
is that really suck a bad thing?
You can tell I'm almost positive
that I've become a different being.
My existence is often overlooked
and on my face, you'll see a trace of pain.
What if I had traveled down that other road,
would these questions be the same?

So...?

Buy me this! :( PWEASE? http://www.eshop.msn.com/eshopframe.aspx?merchId=2505&catId=0&u=http%3a%2f%2fwww.proflowers.com%2fcfm%2fproductDetail.cfm%3fpID%3d1066%26REF%3dMSNFlowers1066Guide%26msnshopping%3d1

Oh dear. Oh dear.

2003-12-02T22:34:27Z

Horoscope: It's true, Kayla, passion is seductive. But passion is not always a positive emotion, especially when it puts you at risk of veering off your path. Today's aspects suggest that you consider whether the people you tend to fall in love with are ultimately beneficial to your life. Do you often find yourself in the embarrassing situation of being with a person you no longer care about, yet you're too bashful to tell them? This doesn't do anyone any good, Kayla...

hahahahahaha. FIGURES.

Saw Donnie last night. Weird weird weird. Went to a Christmas party last night and then went to Walgreen's, Wal-Mart and another fun store at 3AM. 'Tis good times. Went to the tanning bed (btw, being burnt sucks) and the mall today to try to get some christmas shopping done. Yeah, I only got two things.

All is pretty much good here. Finally heard from Shannon and Wes. Both of them were beginning to worry me. Oh, and add Chris to that list. He thinks he might have mono. GREAT! Wow, can't tell ya how thrilled that makes ME. Though I haven't kissed him since the Friday before last so maybe I'm okay.

Anyways, I'm outta here. Help with the tattoo folks and call me, I'm bored!

HELP!

2003-12-02T01:18:28Z

On two things. Ya know, if you wouldn't mind.

One. Need a code if possible and if someone feels like being nice.

Two. Those of you who are artists out there, I'm looking for a tattoo. Something small but detailed. I'm thinking something either along the lines of a rose, heart, butterfly, or something else if it's cute yet feminine. If you could design one for me that I like, I'll throw in some cash for your hard work. Thanks all, it's muchly appreciated. Either e-mail it to me or post on here. LuckyLizForever@yahoo.com

Liking my new layout.

2003-12-01T23:44:53Z

Well, all I can really say is, I don't know what to say.

I'm sick. Again. It's that stupid stuffy/congested shit and a migrain that's been constant for almost 2 weeks. Going to try to get a doc appointment for later in the week.

Last night was weird. I mean, I had fun hanging out, but I waited forever on someone to call me back and they never called. It just disappointed me I guess. Not really sure what I'm doing the rest of the week. I'm going to get some Christmas shopping done but we'll see how that goes.

Kristen's birthday is Friday *note to self: MUST GET PRESENT* so we might be hanging out over there. Who knows. If any of you guys want to come hang out at the house, let me know, we're good company this week, besides the sick thing. Later days.

sigh you just like me for my boobs. snicker

2003-11-30T18:16:30Z

Must go home and clean house. Chad is staying with us tonight (well, Brittany because let's see, everyone in creation likes her) so the house doesn't need to be a total wreck. Also putting up the Christmas tree. If anyone wants to spend time together during Christmas, let me know. I'm going to be alone for 2 weeks while Britt and Luann are in Texas. I'm trying to get a weekend off while they're down there so I can fly down and see what Texas is all about. :) Anyways, I'm outta here. Have a lovely day guys.

Damnit.

2003-11-29T16:19:26Z

I feel like shit. Worse than shit. Shit that's been shit on. :(

All I wanted to do was sleep.

2003-11-28T12:51:34Z

I came home from work yesterday at like 2:30 and I had a killer headache so I fell asleep. Didn't wake up until about 6 something, ate, then fell asleep again. And I woke up to my lovely cell. But, it was calls from people I like so it's all good. First was from Shannon, I think. :( Really wanted to hang out dangit. I missed George's call which sucked because I really wanted to see him and his mom. Then ChrisD called. YAY. Too bad I was half asleep and could barely talk to anyone who called. I think Chris told me he got a puppy and wanted to see me, but then I mentioned I had to be at work at 6:30 and that didn't happen. I remember Shannon saying he'd call back, but he gets off the hook.

Anyways, my happy ass saw 5:30 this morning. That's gotta be some sort of record for me. I know I haven't woke up that early in at least a year, going to bed at that time, do it all the time. But, I get off at 9:30 then it's off to do some shopping then back home to sleep before tonight. Who knows what kind of crazy stuff will happen then. Oh dear.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN LINDS!!!!

One Reach From Something, One Step From Nothing

Holy cow Batman!

Miss me... you know you will. :) (kidding)

Hold onto your panties ladies and gents!

If I new how to make text big, I'd make this one HUGE.

Damnit.

GOOD LUCK TO CLARK TODAY IN NH. (btw, he won the first two counties)

All of you should read this Michael Moore book. NOW I SAY!!

Quick Update.

Way to be depressed on Christmas. :(

I know I said there wouldn't be anymore political stuff... but...

I'm feeling the Christmas spirit! w00t!

Well well well. Time to meet your fate asswipe.

Funny stuff :)

hehe political shit. Don't read if you're a Republican, don't wanna hear yer bitchin'!

DAMN! :)

hehe

Hmmm... interesting.

So much to say...

Ah the joys of seeing old friends.

Oh dear. Oh dear.

HELP!

Liking my new layout.

*sigh* you just like me for my boobs. *snicker*

Damnit.

All I wanted to do was sleep.

sigh you just like me for my boobs. snicker